my dead blog just been updated :D

Hello blogger ,

its been so long i didn't updated my blog x) . Yeah to much storaay , and lots of KABOOM people that i found in sarawak whorever is 'ucak' x) . I just got back from sarawak so i know how to speak sarawak . yeah did you guys see my status ? the new one , i hate her so much so i hate her lah xO ! HA - HA . . . Ryte my phone rosak screen pecah lah weyh ! now i have no phone no life X) . O O , i met this guy ! aww . . so hot so sweet so cute he knows how to play piano too . me loike loike oh , especially he's voice aww . . yeah ryte wait that guy ? he's my ex he's  fine and happy with his new girlfriend who is labelle my besties i love her . But i still love my ex (!) . Oh no i can't be like that :( , he's happy with his girlfriend so i heard that my ex is planning to get back he's another ex who is aznin the girl that in my status who is my BESTFRIEND too , you know what aznin ur mouth must be stinky because telling crap's story to me and people out there . i don't like you and thats it ! So now i'm afraid about labelle if my ex leave labelle ? Oh no i need to stop this game i can't stand it anymore . Need to stop it but how ? i have no idea and no plan . Dear aznin , since when ur being backstabber ? why ! . U know what i'm tired off all of this game , life , you ! Make a brand new life stop bothering people happines where's yours ? Yeah wait let me buy you a happines a kedai runcit that will be fine for you :) , i'm not being rude her but you stink dude why are you being like this ? Owh my ex has 3 ex who is me , syira and aznin now if my ex leave labelle its gonna be 4 or 3 ? so dear my ex , why are you being playboy i mean ur a playboy DUDE . stop it ur hurting my hearts i mean OUR HEARTS ! . . i guess thats all er , baibai ? :)

can i have this baby ?

hello0 . . i really want this fixiw can u but it for mayy ? :\

ur so lucky :)

hye , i think i'm in love with this boy .. but i'm so scared !!help me , i think i'm in love with him since i add him as my friend . he's so kind and sweet and he always make me laugh when i'm sad .. i need someone like you to be my boyfriend =) can you ? i guess not . i tried to text him and it failed because he gave me a FAKE number . -.-' and he laugh at me . but lastly u always make me smile . owh we talk alot like veryvery much . we laugh together too hee , ur awesome but i wish ur mine .. i know ur gonna felt in love with that song that i gave to you hee :) owh i guess I LOVE YOU :) okaay i'm out bye =)

*When a girl cries over a boy, its not very suprising...but when a boy cries over a girl...its heartbreaking to watch...*
muse - starlight ♥

the girl with the big brown eyes :)

heey , its been so long i dind't update my blogie . so last week i dind school about 3 days and for 1 day , actually the 1 day that i'm talking about is about my neck i think my neck cycho . haha , and the 3 days because of holiday for PMR week . yeah hope you guys get A's in pmr =) lotsa love okaaaaaay , i'm hearing 'the woman with the big BROWN eyes' cool , just like my eyes -.-' haha . oh yeah i'm in love with someone i mean not IAN FIQRI that other guy -.- and please i'm not in love with ian he's just my bestfriend ? gee , do you like him ? go and take him  i don care you ditch . oh yeah btw justin bieber is not an old man . and i'm really proud XD . i lovee you JB . i think i'm addicted to PURPLE !!! WOAH , i think im belieber ! (betul ke eja) ? haha . owh rite if today is my birthday do you guys will say happy birthday nelly ? or smthg . oh yeah just now in class we sing a happy birthday song to qurratul ! HAPPY BIRTHDAY QURRATUL , MAY YOU HAVE A BLAST DAY :) XOXO ! and quratul never say never okay ? =) haha , owh yeah justin biebers said : happy birthday quratul =) oh yeah quratul be GAY =) haha yeah we made a birthday card for you only you , and athirah gave you a lolipop big one ryte ? so are happy with out TEAMWORK? haha . okay i guess this is the end of the story byeee :)

still alive okay !

hello it's been long time i never update my blog !
heeeeee :)  ♥
sooo ? today nothing special happen YAY  ! tomorrow i'm not going to school because form 3 is seating there PMR ! break a leg ;) gudluck okaaay
stupid , knp perassan aq ckp dengan nana kau ada twitter die xde -.-
die x tau lagu dynamitee . eish ! u know everything die x tau -.-'
 .  oooooh , i wanna go homee to my house my real housee :'(
 i'm out byeee :)

i miss you :(

i miss you :(
first time i look at you i hate you
second time i look at you i feel love
third time i look at you i cry because someone took you and that girl is my besties !
fourth time i look at you i think im missin you to death . but you love that girl .. i love you more than u love the girl .. but im not perfect for you ...
and i still care about you .. but the way you look at me and i know it you hate me . but why ? that should be me , this is so sad . this is so wrong i can go on .
do i need to fight for this love or not .. and after school u will wait that girl at the corner . and you gus will start to hold hand . how about me ? you sould let me go :'(  . *sob sob sob*
  GOD ! help me , im a failure in love .. is pain in my heart !!


THAT SHOULD BE ME ! :'(

world behind my wall

I'm currently addicted to TOKIO HOTEL :D 
HAHAHAH XD They are so awesome ! I love their songs. At least NOT ALL of their songs are about 'LOVE" -__- Nowadays , its hard to find songs NOT about love. At least tokio hotel sings about life too :D
Like the song world behind my wall , and the dark side of the sun. Those aren't about love , are they?
No right?
HAHAH XD See , they're awesome! 
Okay , so , i know i havent been updating much cos i'm more to facebook. Well , you know why :D
HAHA XD My dirty little secret. Still my little secret :D
School is going great. But , i don't get it. For maths , teacher don't teach that much. I mean she doesn't explain till EVERYONE (me) gets its. Thats why i'll always have to ask hidayah. Orelse , i'll have to learn it all myself. And my homework , i have to learn it myself -.- Don't you know how hard is it to figure things u dont know by yourself? I mean , i'm not tyring to self-praise okay , but.. hmmmphh. And for science , teacher is so not good in explaining. Thats why most of the things that we learn , are things that we figure out by oursleves. 
Well , anyway. The teachers expect us to learn things by ourselves ahh? Haiyoo. 
But all those are just my opinions.
Er , now. I'm filled with homework. Revision. More homework , more revision. Lucky that i dont go for tuition :p
If not i'll be doing MOREEE!
Owkay , thats all for now. Ciao ;D

fight for this love baby :D

 daaaaad , i want that dress pwueaseeeee D:

hello bloggers and pondan's :)

heeey , i'm not feeling weell dind't go to school for 3 days ! guess what , i'm gedik :) haha , who cares my temperature 38 degrees D: hingus hingus ! booyaah :)
fight for this love :)
eh , i wanna change my blog title to 'skinny thight jeans' or 'supermasive' ? haha , i think i will put the first one kaan ? awesome sikit ! *SMILE*
baby i don't need a parachute baby if i got you , ur gonna catch me ? haha *rolling eyes*
i guess i'm not falling in love .. so blah blah  . >_<
okaay byeee :)
tatatatatata :D

p/s : rumah sakina ? besar bhaai ! beat that sakina awesome ! ur house it's big as SUN !
make me proud someday :)

hello bitch :)

hello bloogers :D

Today we will be talking about two girls (or maybe more) i so totally hate. the losers are, ******** the oh-so-pathetic, lifeless, fckface retard who looks like my shit but i think mine looks better than their bitchy face. anyhoo, if you're reading this crap means that i really hate you and one day other than me, someone whom you are going to be very afraid other than ALLAH is going to teach you a very good lesson which would be respect. you said you were gonna slap me but boy would i love you to do that. If you lay your dirty smelly hands on me, so help me I will crush you into pieces and you don't wanna mess with me. You might not be afraid of me, not just yet. What do i care about your mother or your father? huh? they are just two regular parents ok? what? do you possibly think anyone whom you have hurt would like to be friends with you again? i don't fucking think so. they all think you're just some wannabe who has an attitude like a 'pantat'. HAHA. I would hate to be you. uggghh, you disgust me. ;D

byee

this girl :)

 
*There’s this boy the one and only wonder of this world
And it don’t matter if the road gets rough if me rich or poor
he stay down with me if me go to war 


Love you cuz you are, every single star
In the constellation, that’s enlightening my heart
Special gift from Jah, wherever you are
boy you got more presents than a hundred santa clauses,
And I know  we’ll stand together when the world falls down
And I know  that our forever’s gonna start right now, yeah


These are hardest times, love’s so hard to find
Blessed is the man who has a woman at his side
This for you I write, never do me wrong
If you’re ever missing me just listen to this song
And you know  we lay together when the sun goes down
And I know  still be together when it comes back ’round *

heeeey ! imma bee and imma bored girl ! 
hehehe , x pergi sekolah because demam :) *ponteng was invented by nobody*
bahahaha =p
yeah tengah chatting dengan athirah *classmates*

ainaa i love you boo :) okay sebenar nya x tau nak ckp apa laa :O
teehee .. okaaay byeeee !

cuckoocuckoo babyy :)

booyaaah ! heeeey :O 
imma boreeed . ainaaa online laaa , i just online fb thou ! grrr ... baam , lepas ni pergi  open house -.- dammit . bored bored bored boreed   ! oh yeah i saw birthday ! YAY , *childish* bahahaha . nak tulis apa ohhhhhh ? today nothing special oh yeah do you guys remember what i post last week that to be continued and it was a nightmare ? yeah that thingy just forget it :) bahaha 
 *that should be me holding you're hand* ! 
if ur trying to break my heart its working but remember ur life will sucks without mee boy :) i'm just too gedik to be in ur life :D 
*cuckoocuckoo babyy* =) 
lalalalalalalalalalala :D bpk kerek bdk ni oh ! 
*kuih raya* tiba-tiba je pasal kuih raya :) teeheee -.-'

i hate you lah cibai -.- stupid shit everything is on you laa weyh , kalau nak kutuk pon face to face la ! what ? takot ! perghhh ... badan besar dari i tapi takot bahahah :) serves you're right ! eh , kau x reti bersyukur ke ? aq buat kan kau everrything that you need ? eh , copycatter semua ko ikut aq kan ? kalau aq suruh kau makan tayik ko makan jugak eh ? 
kalau aq punya blog buruk kau nak ikut ? kalau aq letak gambar kau nak ikut ? what's wrong with you ? ada masalah otak ? adoi , nanti aq hantar kan kau dekat hospital tanjung rambutan okaay !

i'm out choww adios byee :)

that should be me :(

Everybody's laughing in my mind
Rumors spreadin' 'bout this other girl
Do you do what you did when you did with me
Does she love you the way I can
Did you forget all the plans that you made with me
Cause baby I didn't

That should be me holding your hand
That should be me making you laugh
That should be me this is so sad


This is so wrong
I can't go on
'Till you believe
But that should be me
That should be me

Now if you're trying to break my heart
It's working cause you know

I need to know should I fight
For love Or disarm
It's getting harder to heal
This pain from my heart

 

That should be me
Never should've let you go
I never should've let you go
That should be me
I never shoulda let you go
That should be me .   


thanks boy :)

what if ?

hey .. bored to bee lah ! where's my boo ? awww ... i miss you lah sayang :( 
today nothing special happened . yeah i'm at home ! oooo ... GOSH ! what my dad say : nalyysha go and get ready . we are going 
me : going to ? 
dad: open house laa -.-
daddy i don't want to go please let me stay at home! please daddy 'NO' dammit ! bahaha 
getting ready and blah blaah ! 
yesterday was a nightmare baby ! because ......... to be continued on the next post :D
i can't tell you guys my secret should i ? i don't think so :)
BAHAHA ! 
nadia nihara is a korean freak me too ! *high 5* dear 
*5 mins * 
NALYYSHA cepat lah nanti lambat !!
teehee :) who care's my dad can wait me but my facebook , blog , youtube ,google can't wait me ? 
WOAH !
*step to the beat of my heart* justin bieber :)
checking my phone !? what the heck 5 messages from *eiiiiit* GOSH ! soooory celcom :) ! bahahaha 
i  got to go byeeeeeeeeeeeee :) xoxo 

p/s : i hate open house ! how about you ?

I don't need you anymore *if I ever did*

I don't need you any more, if I ever did, You don't come back to haunt me, Nor the words you said; Your erased from my memories, I don't catch myself flipping my lid. I don't want you any longer, if I ever did, Your no more a shadow, No more a presence; Sayanora and goodbye, to things you hid. What things you ask, what did you hide? The fact that love was not evident, When I stood by your side; The fact that you still hurt me, And that I can't abide. i don't hunger for your kiss, if I ever did, Nor your embrace, if I ever did, Nor your carress, if I ever wanted such; You took me down, along with you, On that fearsome, final, skid. Good riddance, that's all that I can give you, Good luck to those that know your name, This is my last goodbye to all I knew, I no longer want to share with you, the shame.  p/s : i know my english turn too manglish :)

IF I HAD MY LIFE TO LIVE OVER

I would have gone to bed when I was sick instead of pretending the earth would go into a holding pattern if I weren't there for the day.

I would have burned the pink candle sculpted like a rose before it melted in storage.

I would have talked less and listened more.

I would have invited friends over to dinner even if the carpet was stained or the sofa faded.

I would have eaten the popcorn in the 'good' living room and worried much less about the dirt when someone wanted to light a fire in the fireplace.

I would have taken the time to listen to my grandfather ramble about his youth.

I would never have insisted the car windows be rolled up on a summer day because my hair had just been teased and sprayed.

I would have sat on the lawn with my children and not worried about grass stains.

I would have cried and laughed less while watching television and more while watching life.

I would never have bought anything just because it was practical, wouldn't show soil, or was guaranteed to last a lifetime.

Instead of wishing away nine months of pregnancy, I'd have cherished every moment and realized that the wonderment growing inside me was the only chance in life to assist God in a miracle.

When my kids kissed me impetuously, I would never have said, "Later. Now go get washed up for dinner."

There would have been more "I love you's." More "I'm sorry's."

But mostly, given another shot at life, I would seize every minute, look at it and really see it , live it and never give it back.

boooo birthday :)

haappy birthday booo :) *aina insane*
WOAH sekejap je kan dah birthday u kaaan ?
my birthday jangan lupa wish tau saaayaaang !!!
yeaah happy birthdaay .. 

Forever Friendsyou'r my friend and that is true,
but the gift was given from me to you.
we went thru moments that were good and bad,
even moments that were happy and sad.
you supported me when i was in tears,
we stuck together when we were in fear,

its really sad that it had to be this way,
but it has reached its very last day.
miles away cant keep us apart,
'cause you'll always be in my heart.

Make new friends
But keep the oldOne is sliver and the other gold !

  BEST FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND
         BEST FRIENDS BRING PEACE OF MIND
                    YOU MY BEST FRIEND ... ARE ONE OF A KIND . :)

I LOVE YOU SAYANG :) 

ainaa birthday & diary :)

heyo ! just got back from hotel at kuala lumpuur :) as usual my life ? yeah my brand new lifee .. kinda bored too! oh yeah i just read ur diary and and page one say's : that ur in love with me ? :O  but who care's i read ur DIARY :) don't be mad at me pleasee ... DDIIIIAAARYYY but wait ur diary is cover by my photo ? GOSH ! 

heeey , sorry for saying this but i don't like you *no offences* sooory i can't booy , ur too young for me ! 

i'm out byeeee 

p/s : happy birthday ainaaa (boooo) :)

pfft ..

 
 no one has the right to judge us because no one really knows what we have been through . they may have heard our stories , but the never did once felt what felt in our hearts . :)
      

nalyysha nuriena :)

i love you stand's for ily ? :D

teenage dreams :)

       Life as a teenager is often very different than life as either a child or an adult. It is a turbulent time, with different obstacles to face, and often it seems as if there are many, many more of them. These poems are by teens, about teens, and about Life as they see it.

Let the countdown begin.

                         

p/s : i hate you :)